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Holy Ghost Explosion?

today or let me say 6pm yesterday, because im writing this down at 2am of march 30 2009, we went to the holy ghost explosion with my family, we were there... its kinda nice to be there but i kinda doesnt like to be there, i feel like i don't belong there, or am i just bored to death.

so there was i, at the middle of the church, listening to the praise and worship and i too praise and worship too, it kinda feels good. and after awhile after doing what i supposed to do inside the church, i felt like im not bored at all. why is that?

come to think of it. maybe im playing my psp's fight night, but its not it.

its still a mystery, and its a first that i did'nt get bored on a Sunday worship. i dont know maybe i hunger to the word of God maybe, or maybe i long for the presence of God... its creepy i know, writing about my feeling about what i experience at the holy ghost explosion is still a mystery...