Developing Java Games - using Netbeans 6.1



Holy Ghost Explosion?

today or let me say 6pm yesterday, because im writing this down at 2am of march 30 2009, we went to the holy ghost explosion with my family, we were there... its kinda nice to be there but i kinda doesnt like to be there, i feel like i don't belong there, or am i just bored to death.

so there was i, at the middle of the church, listening to the praise and worship and i too praise and worship too, it kinda feels good. and after awhile after doing what i supposed to do inside the church, i felt like im not bored at all. why is that?

come to think of it. maybe im playing my psp's fight night, but its not it.

its still a mystery, and its a first that i did'nt get bored on a Sunday worship. i dont know maybe i hunger to the word of God maybe, or maybe i long for the presence of God... its creepy i know, writing about my feeling about what i experience at the holy ghost explosion is still a mystery...

SORRY HONEY MTV

Heart Breaks Dont Break Even

we were happy as a couple before yesterday's evening.

im gonna start with the how of our life, i mean how our life was.

on the weekdays, im gonna wake up at 7 or 8 then take a bath, then prepare to go to work.
before going to work. im making it a habit that i always stop by at my girlfriend's place and kiss her good bye. then im off to work, while traveling i listen to Good Times with MO to work.

then at work, which i dont have so much work load. i tend to slack off. imagine a boring day and i have nothing to do but wait for what they want to do or revise. imagine 9 hours of that. slacking of or nothing to do is the hardest part of work, because you eventually i will be counting the hours or the time.

then when the clock strikes 6 then im off
while traveling i always listen to Boys Night Out to easen up the traffic. i always go to my Girl's place or sometimes i go home to change then go to my Girl's Place then we eat while keeping Boys night out on the background and then we spend time or our quality time until 11 or till morning of tomorrow i mean up till 1 am or 2,.

it was the best life, but still i got bored, because of the routine. or its just me. i dont know.

*****

yesterday evening(it was sunday) we were having fun watching chuck(the tv series) then my dad texted me saying and looking for his phone. i texted back saying that it was dead and needs repair, he replied on phone that i just bring it and he will have it fix.

and then our nightmare starts.

my mom use the intercom in our condo. she use it to call me to go back home. and sleep. to think its just 10, i think its too early. and im damn 21 years old. and im a GUY!!!

i still cant figure our why should i go home. she just keep talking or saying that i must rest because i have work tomorrow (my girlfriend and my mom had issues my mom is mad at my girlfriend because she think my girlfriend disrepect her, because back then my girlfriend and i had a fight we didnt talk for 2 days, imagine not talking its like 2 decade of talk for her, because we were always together. and then my girlfriend she called our house using the intercom to call me, my brother answered and he didnt like talking to my girlfriend because he had something to do. so my mom told my brother if my girlfriend wants to talk to me she should come to our house and wake me up because im already sleeping, so my girlfriend angrily go to our house and wake me up, while waking me up my mom greeted my girlfriend she said, "HONEY", my girlfriend didnt notice my mom so we just walked out, then thats our nightmare started).

so what i did, i disobeyed my mom, because she is not making any sense. so she keep calling and calling.

what she did? she picked me up at my girlfriend's place. ringing the door bell and ringing the bell after another. then not satisfied, she kept on banging the door. (to think she just went or came from church).

i answered the door and i talk to her not to make me go home(by the way our house is just 2 floors down to my girlfriend's place) to stop her i just go home, to stop her making the fool out of herself(because i think we were watched because we had a surveillance camera on our ass).

but we forgot the phone so we came back, and i get the phone from her.
*****
then i texted my girlfriend, saying sorry about my mom acted that way. then we said good nights and love yous.

*****

so i woke up and read a text from her that she has something to give me, i was excited to go to her and find out what she is going to give me. so i took a bath faster than usual, because it our mothsary and she is going to give me something.

i press the elevator up then the elevator opens it was katrina my girl's room mate.
she said that "baka wala na si kat" i replied she has no classes today.


*****

i arrive there and i kissed her and asked her about what was she going to give me.
she gave me a print out of my accounts, my yahoo account, gmail accounts, tagged account and friendster account,.

what she did last night was she went to make a project at the computer shop on late night(because there was a 24 hour computer shop near our place). but instead of making a project she look for my faults, she found my accounts, my friendster, my multiply, my tagged accounts and emails.

she found my tagged which is flooded with my flirted girls(but i didnt even had to meet one, i just flirted via internet*pathetic right?). and my girlfriend was furious. my multiply she found out that my password was my ex's name which is (maricar) and then she found out at my email that send a work related email to one of my co-worker "using the PO" which is a pacute word if u use it a sentence.

******
we were talking about my family's problem with her, i told her just say sorry even though she didnt do something wrong. she said that it was so hard to tell because my mom told her mom about my mom's problem about her, my girl's mom was sad and so my girl about it.

and then my flirting, i said sorry but at first i didnt say sorry because i meant it.

after lots of talking she forgave me, so we went out to eat, after eating we went to a computer shop and check and let me change all the things she wanted to make change im my accounts.

she was again angry about using my ex's name as my password.

so what she did was angry and bursting with fire and anger, so we went to her place, she was angry and she keep hitting me.

and then she broke up,

and what i did was i walked out. because i dont want her to see me crying.

and thats how we broke up!

so sad. i miss her in just hours and thinking of loosing her was making my heart heavy and it feels like what we were was lost and the almost 2 years of our love has fallen to the abyss.

i just want to say sorry and i love her, hurting her is like killing me softly.

Sending SMS Through HTTP Using PHP


The more and more you see and read about how other websites are using SMS, the more and more you begin to wonder why you're not. So I'll show you how (in PHP, because it's the only language i know!). Although it is possible to send SMS via e-mail, which I might cover another time.

This tutorial focuses on the use of HTTP methods "get" & "post". For those of us that may not know this, using HTTP basically means the use of forms, except that these will be submitted automatically as opposed to manually.

Although this tutorial can be used for any gateway that provides access via HTTP, this tutorial is based on the TM4B Bulk SMS Gateway because:

  • They are the only gateway I know that have a 'simulation' mode for tweaking your scripts.
  • They don't have any set-up fees and their prices are low.
  • They are reliable and I use them.

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Step 0 Understanding the requirements of the gateway.

Any SMS gateway will provide details about how you can connect up to them. In the case of TM4B, these are provided on their SMS API page. They basically require us to provide six mandatory pieces of data:

  1. username - our username
  2. password - our password
  3. msg - our SMS message
  4. to - the one or more recipients of our message
  5. from - our sender id
  6. route - the route of the message (i.e. first class or business class)
  7. And we'll add a seventh (optional) one... 'sim' - i.e. simulate.

They will be expecting us to send our messages to them via HTTP requests, similar to this:

http://www.tm4b.com/client/api/send.php?
username=abcdef&password=12345&msg=
This+is+sample+message.&to=447768254545%7C447956219273%
7C447771514662&from=MyCompany&route=frst&sim=yes

which you can test by clicking on it or pasting it into your browser's address bar.


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Step 1: Prepare our request

The first step we have to take is to store our data as variables and then convert them into a url request. There are different ways of doing this, but this is a very innovative and useful way borrowed from the TM4B site itself:

$val)

//traverse through each member of the param array

{

$request.= $key."=".urlencode($val);

//we have to urlencode the values

$request.= "&";

//append the ampersand (&) sign after each paramter/value pair

}

$request = substr($request, 0, strlen($request)-1);

//remove the final ampersand (&) sign from the request

/*This will produce the following request:username=abcdef&password=12345&
msg=This+is+sample+message.&to=447768254545%7C447956219273%
7C447771514662&from=MyCompany&route=frst&sim=yes */

?>

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Step 2: Open up our connection with TM4B and send the request

In step 0, we saw that the request could be actioned by pasting it into the browser window. But what we really want is for this to take place behind the scenes and we wouldn't want anyone knowing our username and password.

The following 2 pieces of code do exactly that. They open up a connection with the gateway, send the SMS message(s) and collect their message ID's which are presented within the response header.


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Method 1 : fosckopen method

Whilst fsockopen may be more familar to most of us, it can only handle non-secure URL's. Furthermore, difficulty may be experienced when parsing responses for large requests (i.e. hundreds of messages) as the response is transferred in chunks.

Method 2 : Curl method

Whilst "Curl" might sound new, it is a really cool way of connecting and communicate to many different types of servers. You can find more info in the PHP Manual.

//although we have used https, you can also use http

$ch = curl_init();

//initialize curl handle

curl_setopt($ch, CURLOPT_URL, $url);

//set the url

curl_setopt($ch, CURLOPT_RETURNTRANSFER,1);

//return as a variable

curl_setopt($ch, CURLOPT_POST, 1);

//set POST method

curl_setopt($ch, CURLOPT_POSTFIELDS, $request);

//set the POST variables

$response = curl_exec($ch);

//run the whole process and return the response

curl_close($ch);

//close the curl handle

//print $response;

//show the result onscreen for debugging

?>

That's It!!! No more. Now you should know how to send one or more SMS messages through an SMS Gateway. By the way, I think Curl is the better, neater and quicker option of the two (assuming your version of PHP supports it) as it can send thousands of messages in one go, gives no problems in parsing the message ID's and uses either a secure or non-secure url.


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Fresh Tattoo

My Tattoo! it does hurt! and still hurting

PoP-ART @ Yellow Cab!

A Pop-Art @ Yellow Cab! so sweet!

POP - portrait of picture - Honey!


i made this specially for my friendster profile

me and my honey on my psp


a photo i manipulated long time ago. this is made for psp, so the pixels and resolution is made for the psp.

Gore at Yellow Cab

this is what i have been doing this morning! its a gore image of me at yellow cab's.

Naruto 432 Return of Rasen Shuriken

i thought this release was on february, but thanks to my brother. he told me that there is a new release.

damn, this is so cool! but my expectation was kinda erupted,

at first i saw rasen shuriken before, naruto cant throw his rasen shuriken(a shuriken he couldnt throw), thats F^&* up.

i was so ecstatic while reading the graphic novel, i kinda read it slowly for me to much enjoy the episode.

well onto the episode.

naruto was about to release his new technique, the rasen shuriken, when pain told him that they studied both under Jiraiya.

they have something in common anyway.

anyway,

naruto threw the rasen shuriken to pein, but unfortunately no one was hit by the rasen shuriken,
*but
it expanded killing one of pein's body.

but then again, pein is so persistent.

one of his body summoned a big bird, which attacked naruto as a counter-attack but easily naruto evaded the attack

shikamaru wants to help naruto but, his father told him not to, because they will just be a burden to naruto.

the elder frogs new that there is a transmission for the rinnegan, so they plan to kill the transmission,

a big frog was ordered by the elder frog to cast a cloud of black(i dunno if it was black because it is black and white).

and then he killed one of pains body because one of the body was inside the frog, naruto casted a double rasengan on one of pein's body.

naruto left the mouth of the frog with one of pein's body laying on the ground.

naruto was exhausted because of the rasen shuriken. and Pein noticed it. because naruto is out of the "SaGE MODE!"


argh. can wait for the next episode*argh!

btw kudos to sleepyfan for his scanlation.

Playing LEFT4DEAD

yesterday i was with my girlfriend at the computer shop near our condominium, we were renting at an internet shop(computer shop), because we had to.

she was doing her case study(dont ask me about it, it was about nursing - i dont know it).

so there i was, sitting in front of a computer, doing nothing. so i checked the games available in my computer.

i saw left4dead. i played inside the GARENA. and then i choose left4dead.

at first i dont know how it works, its like im blind and just making my hands do what it do best.

i read at the chat window of GARENA that i need to download the Stream or Steam i forgot the name..

so there i was, it was a bit complicated because its my first time from long time of "no-play-maryon" so i just work my magic,

after a few minutes of being dumb on GARENA and Steam i got to play LEFT4DEAD, at first i was playing it using just a single player. its quite a bit hard to play, because its my first time.

so there i was, playing but got bored, i can still remember the girl or the woman beside me playing "Perfect world". i remember how i played that game with effort, but then i got tired playing the game so i quit.

i decided to make the steam and play online LEFT4DEAD.

i was playing the Game, "I always dies first".

i was having fun, but the rented computer cant handle the graphics of left4dead, then the computer dies... sucks right?

but still i had fun!

lesson?

no theres no lesson i just flaunt it.

LEFT4DEAD is a 8 out of 10 stars for me... nice developers
btw it was SIERRA, its a half-life!!! remember?

LEFT4DEAD is Awesome. i think im gonna play it again! if my girlfriend would let me.!

LEFT4DEAD!

i think i want to play that game i told myself, for the last 3 months i played ZERO games.

i saw Left for dead at CollegeHumor's Bleep Bloop which makes me kinda wonder, what if i have a XBOX 360 i could play that game. but i dont have, so what i did is to let go the idea of playing of such game.

yesterday when my girlfriend and i was at the computer shop which we always do. i saw this online game which is a ZOMBIE killing game.

i never thought of it was the LEFT4DEad.

i think i want to play that!!!(*like a child whining!)

its so cool, you get to kill those horrific Zombies. and yeah, have fun with Guns.

i always dream of living in a world filled with the living dead and kill or be killed situation or be one of the dead walking in the face of the earth,. oh i wish it was very real and i got to keep the guns.

i always like to play Resident Evil, but Left4Dead is way much better than ResidentEvil because it is ONLINE! you get to play with other players from afar!

if i am made or let to play that game! i would play!

BedTime Stories

this is not the porn of Maricar De Mesa, but this is Adam Sandler's Movie.

"Bed Time Stories" was the last movie my Girlfriend and I watched. we were very entertained by the comic reliefs of the main characters of the movie.

we debated about the movies quality about being predictable.
my case was it was very unpredictable but hers was it was rather predictable.

so we argue but still i won.

hahaha. kudos to me.

the movie was very family oriented and being not selfish, being able to help others by being the main character of the story.
the movie is giving hope to every one who is going to a hard time, that if you are going to a hard time of your life., it is just the lonely or the sad part of the story , still you will rise and be the hero of your own story. if you are flooded or drowning with problems, just think of someways and you will be the hero or you will save the day.

BE THE HERO of YOUR OWN STORY

Java Learning Status

im starting to get a hang of Java, but still there's so much to learn, than what i know right now.

i am trying my very best to suffice my needs on learning a java because i want to be a java programmer, its a very big step for me changing the course of my lifestyle from a web developer/designer to a more "Greeny" java world, but still i can developed or design websites, but for just a sideline, i want to be a java professional.

i want to be like James Gosling.

i want to developed another programming language that is easier to use than java, coz for me java is like a new kind of programming because i was wrong to master visual basic which you or tend to rely on the GUI of the language.

i know its a mistake to jump from an IT career to another IT career, but still there is a calling i can and should adhere.

i wish that was easy like saying or typing it than to make it happen.

The Late Coming of Me

i came to work late, i dont know how minutes i was late but one thing is for sure, my salary on the 30th will be deducted.

ohhh... i am so sad, i just wasted money on being late, which i could come to office earlier.

and the worst part is i wasnt able to listen to my favorite radio show(Good Times with Mo).

i had a list of bad times this morning.

  • i woke up late.

  • i my download at home was interrupted because my dad pulls out his laptop, and took out my internet connection on the desktop.

  • i already left home with an environment with a hot temperature.

  • i had to catch a moving jeep in a 40kph to be able to lessen my late.

  • its Traffic!!!

  • i had to walk down to office for a 2 kilometers, because the jeepney wasnt moving anymore due to heavy traffic.

  • for the effort, still i am late.

  • the salary will be deducted.

i think thats all this morning. i just had a bad day like every body does.

Learning java on daily basis

i'm so fuck*d up learning java!, soo hard!!! its like a total new concept than visual basic or anything like PHP!

its giving me a headache, but little by little im having a hang of it! which is nice that i know im improving...

i wanted to join a project with other java programmers but im afraid i cant be of any useful, but still i wanted to join to improve my knowledge on the language... any help would be appreciated, thanks

Star City - made me see the STARS

last 2 days ago, my HONEY, told me that angie was asking her to join her and his boyfriend(Darius) to go down to Star City, i had to say yes not to disappoint my honey, but to have fun i guess because if im not mistaken. i was at StarCity before i had my complete set of baby teeth.

its not for them,but i'm joining them to help me remind me, that starCity is a nice place.

today is the day we were at Star City.

my honey woke me up this morning about i think 11 or 10 im not sure, but one thing is for sure. my sleeping status was disturbed by a phonecall.
but instead of going back to bed i did buy a CD a Java tutorial(its a movie its on a .mov format) and Windows Xp(you know where it is from).

then i check the CD when i got home.

then my honey called again. she said that i should fetch her an ice for the drinks and a tomato(i didnt asked for what to not make the short story to long one).

she prepared a longanisa and tomato for our guest angie and darius.(fish sauce is better than vinegar as the dip for longanisa)

after eating we proceeded to StarCity.

arriving to starcity

we were cut off the line by a bunch of students on an educational trip, angie thought that this saturday would be fun because we have all the rides we want without the hassle of long lines, but while we were walking and looking for Jing and Tan we saw this enormous, uncountable number of busses. we were suprise to think that we can have the starCity on our hands but still we are not been able to have the short lines that we hoped to have.

by the way. we bought the ticket for

P300.00 pesos - a ride all you can.

the first ride we had was "Surf Dance", we rode it and damn its a hell ride. i wont do it again for free. ill do it when the price is right.

then we do a little version of the roller coster. i hate it. because the course was shortm, i wish i had to ride the star flyer. i would be dead by now, due to heart malfunction on adrenaline overdose(hahaha).

in short we had starCity's two ride for P300.00 pesos. not so much worth.

but still we had our adventures

2nd Lesson on Java

im gonna talk about the concept of java programming.

this is the most important part of Java learning because without knowing these concepts are just a waste of time leaning java.

Concepts of Object Oriented Programming Language( this is what java is).

Java has Objects...
Objects are the building blocks of the application, it contains the functionality of the application.
without objects is like a person or human without blood.

Java has Classes...
Classes are the blueprints of objects. its like the type of the objects.
Objects are instance of a class.

Java's Inheritance...
inheritance is from the word itself. it is the connection or the relationship of the classes to other classes.

Kinds of Inheritance:

Extends
is making a super class of the subclass class of an object.
its like an inheritance tree.
Dog -> extends -> animal
Dog is the Super Class and animal is the subclass. what if there is a tree classes? here's how it goes.
A extends B extends C
A -> B -> C
A is the Superclass of B and C
B is the Immediate Class of C
and C is the Sublcass of class A and B.

Implements
classes that has a functionality to be conducted.
like designing a gui app using swing package. we will be using the Implement keywords.


Congratulations... you have acquired a certain level to enable your skills to be a Java Master.

1st Lesson on Java Development

Java - Learning/Developing - Why should i learn JAVA?

i believe this entry will have you second thoughts of mastering a language.

hmm. where do i start. first, im not a working Java Programmer, i just do this as a hobby. i just read and i

like to share with you my first blog about Java Programming.

this content is not being written and this is only my point of view, if there is a wrong or mistyped please let

me know.

First what is Java?
its an Object Oriented Programming Language, well anyway what isnt a programming without objects?

right... i think all programming has Objects, which you can create. i think PHP is not an object oriented

programming. well thats what i think before i realized that PHP can create objects.

well anyway im not here to talk about PHP, im gonna introduce to you Java!

Why is Java so Cool to learn?

Its easier than C++ / C. because Dr. James Gosling the Developer or the head of the team who developed

java had made Java Programming less difficult than C++/C( but i still want to master C language because its cool too). java is like the cleaned version of C++/C language.
i like java because of its security features, because first hackers being scared or confused with java because they know that its not easy to hack. unlike visual shit programming. i remember i red on an old book of java that, when Java has come to the programmers thats the time when Microsoft starts to crumble into Dust!

listen to this. Java is Made by James Gosling in able to write code only once and run anywhere. its free and its platform independent... this is the most powerful programming language because it is PLATFORM INDEPENDENT it can run on any machine. can be interpreted by all operating systems...

and there's more!!!

JAVA has lots of jobs to offer!!! and more!!!

think about this you can write your java program then you can distribute it to all operating system! and then earn!

and here's the best part you can have your program posted in the internet using JAVA APPLET!!! try

visiting the TAGGED.com and youll see they use JAVA in web!

lets compare PHP and JAVA on the web.
in PHP you will be needing HTML to display form objects in posting or form handling etc. but in JAVA you just need to do...

is NOTHING!!! just embed your applet on the HTML. and BOOM!! your program is on the web, no need to pass the variables on the url because it is already inside the java program.


still not convince?
How bout a high paying JOB? java programming is free and its a high paying job.

i had define java in just 11 words!!

1. Simple

2. Portable

3. Object Oriented

4. Interpreted

5. Distributed

6. High Performance

7. Robust

8. Multithreaded

9. Secure

10. Dynamic

11. Architecture Neutral

12. FREE!


still not convince? then stop, don't read the rest. waste your time, eventually you will appreciate java while doing or writing other languages.

Naruto Shippuden 431 episode

Best episode i ever watch of Naruto but it is so "Bitin", thats the what its best description(whats bitin anyway).

anyways, the episode was quite a blast of Naruto, its like Naruto just erupts like a volcano, just like its episode alias(Naruto Erupts).

after Naruto just finished his training of his Sage Chakra, he was summoned to the village of konoha, finding his village into crumbs from the grips of PEIN!(one of the akatsuki).

Naruto ask if Kakashi was able to be in a mission while konoha was on the verge of destruction. but Tsunade answered "No", meaning kakashi is Dead. very surprising because one of the main characters just passed away, 1st Jiraiya then kakashi, i dont know about Pein but one thing is for sure. HE IS SUPER STRONG.

but when naruto erupts PEIN cant handle naruto because he is Stronger than PEIN.
two bodies of PEIN was killed by just a single punch. what if a rasengan hit the targets, i think it will turn one of Pein's body to dust. hahaha...

reading the graphic novel is so bitin.! because of naruto was going to show off his new technique then the episode ends. i hate to say this but i really hate them for making the episode so bitin,. can you feel the angst? aaargh!$%^()

American History X


one of the best movie all time for me is the "AMERICAN HISTORY X", a movie about Racial Security, Racial inequality, Racial Discrimination, Friendship, Education, Family, Social Responsibility and their influence on the neighborhood in a certain community in the United States.

the story was of a boy named "Daniel", he was a confused young boy, studying in a public high school. he was very confused that he wrote his school paper about his wrongfully beliefs about the so called "White Power". influence by his incarcerated older brother, he is proudly walking his brother's footsteps which was notice by his smart and knowledgeable High School Principal. which the principal take actions to prevent a historical disaster in "Daniel's Family" which happened to Derek back on his High School days.

Daniel was a smart young man who was inspired by his Brother to follow his footsteps to the abyss of wrong understanding.

Sweeney the principal red the paper of his student Daniel about teachings of some dude, a lunatic dude who believes to that the white is more superior than other race that, the other race must suffer and not to be able to rule the whites.
so Sweeney talks to the professor of Daniel about what Daniel wrote, but he declined to make Daniel unlearn his beliefs, instead Sweeney makes a nasty decision to make Daniel unlearn his false beliefs by making Daniel write another paper about his incarcerated big brother or he will be left out and kicked out of school, so he Daniel decided to write it anyway.

Daniel felt a lil bit awkward about the paper but he must write it or else he is doomed, his future is doomed. so he write a piece of his brother.

Derek who was charged of Manslaughter was guilty and was incarcerated in a super max security prison, was released because of his parole was approved. but he walk away from the not knowing from anyone that he is a changed man(Jail time really changes a person).

when Daniel was on his way home he stood upon a basketball court which his brother was made a legend before he was incarcerated. he was thinking about his brother the whole time, and interrupted by his Mad black Schoolmate, he saw his Black School mate and then smirk and then a half fake smile was delivered to his black school mate which made his school mate hide his angst about Daniel,. his black school mate was talking to another black dude who is confirming about Daniel's attitude among the blacks. but Daniel just walked away without any remorse and thinking about his brother.

Daniel walking home was nearing his house when he RAN as fast as he could just to see his released brother from the prison. he saw him and hugged him so well.

Derek was never been like this because he hugged despite of the state where he wasnt able to touch his loved one, but he hugged his family.

*keep the story short*

on the evening there was a party on Cameron's(the teacher of Derek about his false and wrong beliefs about his race) place, the place of the white'd gang having a party where Derek was worshiped like a God. he confronted Cameron and says he was out. out of the gang life and out of being worse. Cameron disagreed and didnt allow him, but Derek insisted, and Daniel was out too Derek said to Cameron,.
Cameron told Derek he cant make his brother leave the Gang, Derek lost his temper and punched Cameron on the face and kick his guts,

Derek left the place hurried. and was followed by the gang. Derek was found by his mad brother Daniel asking him the question why.

Derek told him about his prison story and how did he change his beliefs.

after Derek got imprison by man slaughtering the black dudes who tried to boost his wheels.
he was incarcerated, and by the second he stepped inside the prison. he was scared and being fearless he has nothing to fear about. Derek makes himself notice to other white guys that he was a prodigy of hitler's beliefs,

Derek having faith with the white gang, was a great mistake.
he was raped by his fellow whites. and left bloodied and beaten in the shower room.

so he stayed away from his so called gang the white but instead he was all by himself. he knows that time will come that he will be dead by the blacks. but it never came, because he talk his problem with his black prison-industry co-wroker about his problem.
he wait for months and months but the day when the blacks beat him did never came.

and then he was released. he thank his coworker for the protection but his coworker denied such accusation. but instead he thanked him anyway.

he told his story to his younger brother and made him change his mind about the gang.
they removed all the posters and pictures about white power on their room that signifies all the wrong beliefs Cameron has told them.

Hoping to start a new life. Daniel Finished his paper.
on the way to school, Derek was stopped and called by his parole officer about someone shots Cameron to death. but he refused to know because he is out. Derek said he will help after he take his brother to school.

Daniel was about to go to class, but before going to class he was gone to the comfort room holding his report paper and was shot by his black school mate.

Derek rushed back to the school to see his brother laying on the comfort room floor holding his report paper and bathing with his own blood. Derek cried "no!"...
my own opinion:
the writer makes you want to hate the ending because after all that they've been through, after the change in their beliefs, his brother suffered all of it, by giving his life up. its just so sad to happen to those who wants to have a change for the better.

i just wished i know what would Derek do. will he go back to his old life or just stayed where he stand.

11 years back, and still this movie makes you want to think.

"think about all you have done, and think about how did the things you do make you life better"

What is Tau Gamma Phi?

The turbulent 60's was a decade of social and political upheavals in the annals of Philippine History. The period saw the breakdown of traditional beliefs and long-held values in favor of newer and more progressive ideas. In almost every aspect of Philippine life and culture, CHANGE seemed to be the rightful order of the day.

The Fraternity system in the University of the Philippines was immune from these external developments. As extraordinary times, called for and breed extraordinary men. 1968 saw the wielding together of 25 concerned student leaders with a vision of introducing change and reforms in the feudal and decadent nature of the existing Fraternity System. Then the result was the creation on October 4 of the same year of the UP Triskelions' Grand Fraternity, better known as Tau Gamma Phi.

The Tau Gamma Phi is a protest Fraternity, better life, and as such, it has committed itself in the Fraternity Life and as such it has committed itself uncompromisingly to the two-fold task of providing the leadership in the quest for a Fraternity System devoid of Fraternity violence as well as in the propagation of the TRISKELION as a Way of Life.

Through the years, the Tau Gamma Phi has never strayed from it's goals, and although the cause of which it has chosen to champion has proven to be difficult and sometimes, seemingly hopeless, the Fraternity has, nevertheless survived and even increased a thousand-fold in strength and in number, knowing fully well that peace is a product of strength and not of weakness, where other fraternities with the same noble intentions failed to succumbed into non-existence by adopting a passive resistance to fraternity violence; the Tau Gamma Phi has chosen not to follow the same path lest it suffers the same fate.

Furthermore, as a manifestation of its sincerity towards the achievement of such goal, the Fraternity has taken an active role in organizing inter-fraternity alliances in the various schools and universities all over the country in the hope that such alliances will provide the conducive atmosphere where fraternities can slowly grow and mature together in a fellowship of mutual trust and respect in each other's philosophies and ideals. "De gustibus non desputandum est - of likes and dislikes there should be no disputing, live and let live", this is one of the guiding principles of the Triskelions.

Today, the Tau Gamma Phi is already one of the biggest, most cohesive, and most dynamic fraternities in the Philippines. It boast of membership of every colleges and universities around the country, and now in all regions of the United States of America and other continents of the world; and true to its objective of changing the elitist orientation of the fraternity system, the Fraternity had decided to open its door to out-of-school youth so that they, who were not privileged of education, may also share in the fruits and the glory of the Tau Gamma Phi.

On October 4, 1968, the Triskelions' Grand Fraternity was established in the University of the Philippines, the rest is History.

Valentine's Advance Preparation


what would you do or go on the day of the hearts?

like every year the hotel, motel, inn or even pension house will be fully booked, due to massive amounts of lovers here in the Philippines, from the "below-the-legal" aged kids to the tired and blooming adults that are in love will be flooding and having the so called "THE DID" to be done.
hahaha...

kudos to all the lovers and the loving hearts who are not being loved back. because one of the most awaited and longed for day is coming. February 14 is on tip of the edge and its like a fast arrow approaching, going to hit a longing and loving hearts alike.

but this Best Day for the lovers, the heart's day, is like a double edged sword. February 14 is like the most romantic day of the year,
But it can ruined somebody or someone on this day.

the singles.
Lonely due to no one to celebrate the day where the hearts are invented. no one to be with when all is with their love ones. they must feel neglected, low self esteem, degraded, self-pity and they feel that they're ugly.
what they dont know is that it is always a good opportunity to find someone to love or be loved back.

y'know why is this a great opportunity? its because you could find a decent man or girl during this day because of the situation because when valentine's day comes every couple is out with their love ones. you can easily identify your target because it cant blend due to out of the camouflage,its like looking for a nail in the hay stocks but without the hay stocks. its like love and your looking for a partner and finding the right person without the hassle of worrying if the person already have a partner.

it can make your love life free of cheating bastards, and easily avoid being the third party.

so this 14th of February, wake up early and grab your man or woman. and love each one, for valentine's day is special day for all person's in-love or out-of-love.

Boys Night Out






When the evening strikes and then facing the monster called TRAFFIC going home from work, i listen to the "Boys Night Out" hosted by the coolest Djs in town namely "Sam Y.G", "Slick Rick" and "Toni Toni". i dont know how they did there tandem, but its so cool. also making the traffic bearable,

But they have a pending suspension,. due to not so decent radio show. but me likey the show. they're hilarious and awesome at the same time. i don't know about the freaks who have them suspended, but i think they are great...

actually me and my girlfriend enjoys the show so much we even planned to call but our hopes are gone since we cant get through the mass who are trying to call and be acknowledge.
specially on the topic of salawikain(proverbs), but we don't have any salawikain in mind, thank God we weren't able to get through. because i don't know what to tell them if we were already on-air.

Kudos to you Guys for always having a GREAT Show.

Good Times With "Mo", "Mojo" and "Grace Lee"

its always Good Times except friday to sunday, because there is no Good Times with Mo.

-Magic 89.9 Mondays to Thursday-

Good Times with Mo

i guess this blog entry would repay all the comforts done by listening to magic 89.9(the best radio station). i always listen to their station every day from monday to thursday. because of DJ Mo's Show called Good Times with Mo also co-hosted by the Gorgeous Grace Lee and ever funny Gay-Guy Mojo-Jojo. very funny and theyre making the morning traffic much more bearable.


i dont know how Dj Mo makes the show super famous maybe his controversial touch of his name, but in my opinion his show is very nice, hilarious and not having even a dull moment. very nice show..

kudos to them and kudos to me for listening to the show. i feel more "Cool". its like they're teaching me to speak fluent "The English"(our second language) its like a morning education with a twist of laughter, sometimes people notice me laugh when something funny is happening. being notice inside a jeepney as a retard is a well deserved reward from listening to this radio show.

i remember this morning's show was, there was a caller who was not able to speak much of english(no self-confidence), Dj mo liked him because of his attitude and gave him a mp3 player... so generous of Mo. but people find him so rude. but i think he is the coolest guy on town.

i dont know maybe im not seeing anyone out of my circle of work and home life. got no friends and tropa to consider just like Mo maybe he is my role model of my life today. not so much of excitement on my life. but i consider my life to be just to pass by, because i know i am not going to be stuck here for life, but enough of me, this is about my Favorite Morning Radio Show.

About the Gorgeous Grace Lee(nice boobs by the way, her boyfriend is one lucky bastard, hehehe), i really like her, as in. she is a totally packaged woman. like mo said last time on the radio show. Grace Lee has a strong personality. but i think she is so NAIVE about herself or about other people's private bogus business, sad but true. i think other callers are bogus. its like its too good to be true. its just poisoning our minds that they can do that.

About the ever Funny Gay Guy Mojo-Jojo, he just makes the morning like as hell as a perfect "Breakfast" funny serious and disgusting punchline makes the show more interesting. he(she) is a Good Comic relief from his disgusting but funny one liner, he is like a drink, while Mo is the Main Dish and Grace Lee is the Dessert(love to lick her so much) hahaha.

the song that says Video killed the Radio Star isnt true at all, because you could rise up from the dead and live. its like what's happening to them. guestings from the TV shows and other happenings. they'r like celebrities that was from dust to stardom. they rock so hard. makes you want to wake up early just to be able to listen to their show and come to work earlier than your co-workers.

Kudos!!! more power!!!

Migrating from MULTIPLY to BLOGGER

so nice...

i just want to start this blog with an information why did i migrate from Multiply to Blogger.

things to consider to migrate from multiply to blogger...

  1. i did differentiate multiply from blogger.hmmm, where to start, i think blogger has more users or peoplewares(hihihi) than Multiply. thats the first one.

  2. the second one is that MULTIPLY is so overrated. and i dont want overrated things or somethings, because i am underrated(so much of the self-pity drama) hahahah...

  3. the third one i think is the more user friendliness of blogger. because multiply always give me nausea and drowsiness. i dont know about that with blogger maybe i havent consider the user interface of blogger because its my first time to write or post on the blogger. but for me multiply sucks bigtime(sorry for the foul language kids).

  4. the fourth one is something that i see below(the "Save Now Button" - im at posting so you cant see it*laughs) it changes to saving, i dont know maybe im just seeing things but. its so cool. if i accidentally closes my browser i had save my post. hehhehe(short term memory loss guy - thats me).

  5. the fifth one. is that i dont know someone, whois a close friend of mine uses blogger. they wont be able to read this post. its my secret hideout of the things in my real life.

  6. the sixth one is that. its so cool on learning new things. new things makes you younger by the time you apply the new things you learn. like me feeling 2 years younger(i'm 21 btw).

    *hungry

  7. the last one. is that i can post adSense which can give me umm, what do you call this.(the root of all evil - money/revenue/long term something to look forward to) its like investing my time rather than play OnLine Games. i rather write... on multiply you wont be able to put Adsense because Multiply has already earning from your post... thats sucks bigtime... earning from something you spend your time... its like using other people's money... and the worst of it all, Multiply wont have to lift a finger to earn (like friendster).
Now you decide...
Which is BETTER?