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we were happy as a couple before yesterday's evening.
im gonna start with the how of our life, i mean how our life was.
on the weekdays, im gonna wake up at 7 or 8 then take a bath, then prepare to go to work.
before going to work. im making it a habit that i always stop by at my girlfriend's place and kiss her good bye. then im off to work, while traveling i listen to Good Times with MO to work.
then at work, which i dont have so much work load. i tend to slack off. imagine a boring day and i have nothing to do but wait for what they want to do or revise. imagine 9 hours of that. slacking of or nothing to do is the hardest part of work, because you eventually i will be counting the hours or the time.
then when the clock strikes 6 then im off while traveling i always listen to Boys Night Out to easen up the traffic. i always go to my Girl's place or sometimes i go home to change then go to my Girl's Place then we eat while keeping Boys night out on the background and then we spend time or our quality time until 11 or till morning of tomorrow i mean up till 1 am or 2,.
it was the best life, but still i got bored, because of the routine. or its just me. i dont know.
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yesterday evening(it was sunday) we were having fun watching chuck(the tv series) then my dad texted me saying and looking for his phone. i texted back saying that it was dead and needs repair, he replied on phone that i just bring it and he will have it fix.
and then our nightmare starts.
my mom use the intercom in our condo. she use it to call me to go back home. and sleep. to think its just 10, i think its too early. and im damn 21 years old. and im a GUY!!!
i still cant figure our why should i go home. she just keep talking or saying that i must rest because i have work tomorrow (my girlfriend and my mom had issues my mom is mad at my girlfriend because she think my girlfriend disrepect her, because back then my girlfriend and i had a fight we didnt talk for 2 days, imagine not talking its like 2 decade of talk for her, because we were always together. and then my girlfriend she called our house using the intercom to call me, my brother answered and he didnt like talking to my girlfriend because he had something to do. so my mom told my brother if my girlfriend wants to talk to me she should come to our house and wake me up because im already sleeping, so my girlfriend angrily go to our house and wake me up, while waking me up my mom greeted my girlfriend she said, "HONEY", my girlfriend didnt notice my mom so we just walked out, then thats our nightmare started).
so what i did, i disobeyed my mom, because she is not making any sense. so she keep calling and calling.
what she did? she picked me up at my girlfriend's place. ringing the door bell and ringing the bell after another. then not satisfied, she kept on banging the door. (to think she just went or came from church).
i answered the door and i talk to her not to make me go home(by the way our house is just 2 floors down to my girlfriend's place) to stop her i just go home, to stop her making the fool out of herself(because i think we were watched because we had a surveillance camera on our ass).
but we forgot the phone so we came back, and i get the phone from her.
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then i texted my girlfriend, saying sorry about my mom acted that way. then we said good nights and love yous.
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so i woke up and read a text from her that she has something to give me, i was excited to go to her and find out what she is going to give me. so i took a bath faster than usual, because it our mothsary and she is going to give me something.
i press the elevator up then the elevator opens it was katrina my girl's room mate.
she said that "baka wala na si kat" i replied she has no classes today.
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i arrive there and i kissed her and asked her about what was she going to give me.
she gave me a print out of my accounts, my yahoo account, gmail accounts, tagged account and friendster account,.
what she did last night was she went to make a project at the computer shop on late night(because there was a 24 hour computer shop near our place). but instead of making a project she look for my faults, she found my accounts, my friendster, my multiply, my tagged accounts and emails.
she found my tagged which is flooded with my flirted girls(but i didnt even had to meet one, i just flirted via internet*pathetic right?). and my girlfriend was furious. my multiply she found out that my password was my ex's name which is (maricar) and then she found out at my email that send a work related email to one of my co-worker "using the PO" which is a pacute word if u use it a sentence.
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we were talking about my family's problem with her, i told her just say sorry even though she didnt do something wrong. she said that it was so hard to tell because my mom told her mom about my mom's problem about her, my girl's mom was sad and so my girl about it.
and then my flirting, i said sorry but at first i didnt say sorry because i meant it.
after lots of talking she forgave me, so we went out to eat, after eating we went to a computer shop and check and let me change all the things she wanted to make change im my accounts.
she was again angry about using my ex's name as my password.
so what she did was angry and bursting with fire and anger, so we went to her place, she was angry and she keep hitting me.
and then she broke up,
and what i did was i walked out. because i dont want her to see me crying.
and thats how we broke up!
so sad. i miss her in just hours and thinking of loosing her was making my heart heavy and it feels like what we were was lost and the almost 2 years of our love has fallen to the abyss.
i just want to say sorry and i love her, hurting her is like killing me softly.
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